Quote of the day!

"I fucked your girlfriend with a carrot once. You should ask her about it."
-Mysteress

The Torment

when you know something that your not ment to know.
and you know the outcome isnt going to be good.
do you say something to change the outcome?
can you change the outcome?

but its not your battle and this time you might have to sit it out and let it take its course.
even though it might already have taken its course and you wont ever know.
wont ever know the outcome.

its the torment of knowing.
its the torment of not knowing.
knowing how easily it could have been different.
but also not knowing what will become.

Finding a light

music of the moment: Goo Goo dolls - Name

once again i find myself at yet another cross road.
what do i want to do with my life and where do i want my life to be?
is my heart still in armidale or is it somewhere else?
do i want to finish uni? do i want to do something new?
do i want to continue with photography or take up sculpture?

i am considering takeing uni slowly and continueing with all artistic outlets, it keeps me sane, expression allows me to outwardly place my emotions with out anyone really knowing thats wat it i have done, ppl rnt smart enough to realise it.

i kno im searching for myself and trying to find my own place in the world and that causes all these questions to come up and im prolly lookin in the wrong bloody places, coz i havent found wat i am looking for yet.

too many fucking questions!!!!!!!!!