Farewell the house that gay built

A farewell.

So it's farewell to the house that gay built
Farewell to the house where we made love
Farewell to the house where we found love
And lost love
Farewell to Juno
I will forever miss sharing my pizza shapes and chips with you
Farewell to Groover
I will forever miss you harassing Bec and getting excited as we came home
Though the world is older and colder without you in it
You will not be forgotten

It's the stories, it's the memories, it's the road trips, it's the drinks, it's the laughs, it's the photographs, it's those moments that will live on
All the beer has been bottled
All the rooms are empty
All the long goodbyes have found a tear

Vic, follow your heart, follow the open road, but always remember where home is.

Bec, the world is at your feet, it's yours time and now you answer to yourself.

Zac, love Kel with everything you can find, you deserve it as much as she does.

It's the night before Christmas and all in the house
not a lesbian is stirring...

Todays thought.

Why?



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A thought for Monday.

Don't cross princess
Princess turns into bitch
And bitch does bad things to you!



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Thought for today

I love me,
and it's not my fault you can't.




It's also not my fault your ugly!
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Thought for the day.

To resist the influence of others,

knowledge of ones self is most important.

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Oh to be gay to be gay

oh spank me lesbian goddess of blogging for it has been 47 days since i last blogged!

my confession for today is... I'm a gay... no no thats not my confession,
my confession is... that i like it!

A long time coming


“Wake up it's time
We need to find a better place to hide
Make up your mind
I need to know I need to know tonight “
(Foo Fighters – Razor)


“What if you
Could wish me away
What if you
Spoke those words today
I wonder if you'd miss me
When I'm gone”
(Joshua Radin - What If You)


“All I can say I shouldn't say
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time”
(Jimmy Eat World - Work)


I don’t know how to clarify my current mood
I guess I’m angry, angry to the point I don’t know why I’m angry
Sometimes I do stupid things to make my self feel
Coz I get so numb that I don’t know if I can feel anything
I have just spent the weekend trying to celebrate a friend’s birthday
While the whole time I felt like I wanted to sit in a corner and cry
I shouldn’t have gone out, but I did anyway
And I drank so much to make myself act like I was happy
That I only made my self hurt more afterwards
And now I feel angry
I feel exhausted from trying to control my anger
Yet I can not sleep
And after all that I still want to sit in a corner and cry

shout out

Welcomeing sexy B to the blogger world

http://cruiseydyke.blogspot.com/

A tribute to a friend.

thankyou.

poster on my bedroom wall

dont have a lot to say right now or there is so much to say that i dont know where to start, but i thought i would share something taken from a poster on my bedroom wall.

for every girl who is tired of acting weak when she is strong, there is a boy tired of appearing strong when he feels vulnerable. for every boy who is burdened with the constant expectation of knowing everything, there is a girl tired of people not trusting her intelligence. for every girl who is tired of being called over-sensitive, there is a boy who fears to be gentle, to weep. for every boy for whom competition is the only way to prove his masculinity, there is a girl who is called unfeminine when she completes. for every girl who throws out her e-z-bake oven, there is a boy who wishes to find one. for every boy struggling not to let advertising dictate his desires, there is a girl facing the ad industry's attacks on her self esteem. for every girl who takes a step towards her liberation, there is a boy who finds the way to freedom a little easier.

Piontless shit!!!!!

HERE’S THE RULES…
- We have to post these rules before we give you the facts.
- Players start with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
- People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
- At the end of your blog post, you need to choose eight people who get tagged and list their names- Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them their tagged, and to read my blog. or not !!!!!!!!

#1
I'm gay.
#2
I'm an artist and a student
#3
My fav colour is blue.
#4
A guy who said i ment a lot walked past me today in coles and didnt even see me.
#5
My 2 fav songs at the moment are;Jason Mraz - You And I BothJimmy Eat World - Work
#6
I find these and other form posts piontless.
#7
I have a mental illness.
#8
I don't need to be bord to be horny!

Quote of the day!

"I fucked your girlfriend with a carrot once. You should ask her about it."
-Mysteress

The Torment

when you know something that your not ment to know.
and you know the outcome isnt going to be good.
do you say something to change the outcome?
can you change the outcome?

but its not your battle and this time you might have to sit it out and let it take its course.
even though it might already have taken its course and you wont ever know.
wont ever know the outcome.

its the torment of knowing.
its the torment of not knowing.
knowing how easily it could have been different.
but also not knowing what will become.

Finding a light

music of the moment: Goo Goo dolls - Name

once again i find myself at yet another cross road.
what do i want to do with my life and where do i want my life to be?
is my heart still in armidale or is it somewhere else?
do i want to finish uni? do i want to do something new?
do i want to continue with photography or take up sculpture?

i am considering takeing uni slowly and continueing with all artistic outlets, it keeps me sane, expression allows me to outwardly place my emotions with out anyone really knowing thats wat it i have done, ppl rnt smart enough to realise it.

i kno im searching for myself and trying to find my own place in the world and that causes all these questions to come up and im prolly lookin in the wrong bloody places, coz i havent found wat i am looking for yet.

too many fucking questions!!!!!!!!!